Post by Emily on Nov 5, 2011 22:02:59 GMT -5
What I have of chapter 3, so it doesn't take an age and a half to scroll through one thread with all 11,000 words. It's about 1,000 words longer than usual too.
I like to think of myself as a decent fighter out of necessity. Growing up on the less prosperous side of everywhere from the Capital to tiny towns unknown any further than fifteen miles outside their borders, I may or may not have found myself cornered by vengeful teenagers with only a metal pipe for company. It was an experience I had frequently throughout my formative years, and the only reason that today I'm anything more than a nasty stain on the pavement somewhere is because of tricks to get away from the bad guys I learned in action movies and lots and lots of practice throwing punches. And kicks. And occasionally the strategic use of a pencil or four. In my defense, a pencil or other sharp object shoved into the leg just above the kneecap is a great way to prep for running away. Eventually I even got the help of a grizzled martial arts master by the name of Hakuro that took pity on me or saw great potential in this young one or something. I took to the idea of the whole thing pretty well, and because he was completely against it I found ways to practice my skills with a gun behind his back. Holding my own in anything from a knife to a gun fight is not a problem.
But I have a point to get to. See, I've been stuck inside a not-quite-person's head for about a day now and I'm already trying to get out. Naturally my second time outside I get stuck being chased down by a bunch of goons on strings so obvious and direct I could practically see the ropes leading up to the puppet master. Then this ominous guy in all black starts a tense, cryptic conversation I'm obviously not apart of and pulls out a gun. Even unarmed I feel like tearing down the Left Path and taking control right then and there. But I don't, mostly because I wouldn't be able to do anything even if I was the one steering the proverbial ship. As each side of the conflict reaches for their weapons (I'm tossed a gun, which the kid catches with unease she instinctively doesn't show) they banter back and forth. Pretty much every person there was a thin line in the sand away from snapping and shooting up anything that looked like it was on the opposite side. That description even applied the creepy trench coat guy, even though he was doing an impeccable job of shoving that fact behind a mask of easy, cruel confidence.
Assessing the situation around the group for them because they seem to have been drawn into their own small world with this guy, I noticed something worrying. All of the soldiers from before had completely cleared out after the explosion. My instincts were yelling "trap," while a quick character analysis said that Trench Coat Guy was a high ranking officer that had sent them all away so he could handle it on his own. If the latter were the case it was unmistakable they'd all make it out none the worse for wear, but.... Preparation for the worst is always kind of my own thing, but there was no real was I could prepare except getting geared up for a huge battle. Do you have any idea how hard it is to gear up for a fight, then *wait*?
As the infinitely wise Spaniard from the Princess Bride said, I hate waiting.
---
The mood seemed to be the kind that could shatter at the slights provocation, an observation strengthened by the fact that no one had dared to so much as breathe so far. Stepping out of his concealed spot, the newcomer seemed to take the shadows with him. More than just his clothes were black, though the trench coat didn't hurt the illusion that there were shadows pulsating around him, wrapping around in spirals through the air. His hat hid his face, though he couldn't have been out of his mid-twenties at a stretch. Outwardly Samantha regarded him cooly and waited for someone to react first. Inwardly the ball of energy was starting to get restless, bursting at the seams like every other human being in the area. It was inconvenient, really. She didn't normally lose her head like that.
The first aggressor was Liam, naturally. There were only a few moments of quiet before he exploded like a dog let off a leash, and stumbled forward a few steps as he yelled as if to solidify the metaphor. "Dedrik! Get out of here right now or I swear to-" Then Alex was beside him, catching his arms in a move of desperation as if sensing he'd go for a concealed gun before he even tried to. Which he did, just after shaking her off. But he didn't fire, which was probably all Alex had been aiming for anyway. But the sudden and quick flurry of activity was enough to break the spellbinding thickness of the atmosphere, a fact that almost seemed to disappoint... what had his name been? Right, Dedrik.
Liam looked like he was ready to shout an order or accusation or maybe just finish his curse, but was interrupted. Dedrik spoke in a low, calm voice that sounded like every statement contained a reason for him to gloat. "It's fantastic to see you all again. It really has been long." He smirked. "Cormac, you really should come around and visit an old friend sometimes. It just isn't the same without you around."
Cormac, on his part, looked like someone had just suggested that they kill his cat. "I won't dignify that utterly idiotic statement with a response."
"Tsk, you wound me. Here I was hoping for a warm reception, and that's all I get? A rabid dog, a gun in my face, and the suggestion that you're somehow better than I am? Why, if I didn't know better I'd have thought I'd gone and done something awful you, Cormac. Really, I'm the one being forgiving here. You know that!"
Growling, Cormac pulled out his own gun and trained it on Dedrik's face. "Cut the crap and tell us what you want."
"What do I want? Why, what everyone wants. World peace. A million dollars. A hot fudge sundae. One of those human-sized plastic hamster balls." Complete, cold silence. "Fine, if you really must rush things I'll get to the point. You really should know, though. I only want what everyone on *our* side wants. This silly one sided cat fight to stop before a lot of innocent, misguided people hurt themselves on all of those explosives that keep managing to find their way into our supply trains."
The expression on Cormac's face darkened, somehow, to something that would have made any normal person on the receiving end wither. "Don't get riled up, Cor! He's just messing with your head, so don't let him. Just calm down, please." Alex, having sufficiently placated Liam, had since taken a few halting steps towards the next of her volatile friends.
Felix, who had been mostly silent and brooding the entire time, spoke up long enough only to say one thing. "Samantha, catch." He'd pulled out two guns while the other's attention was trained on the threat, then tossed one to the only unarmed person in the area. She was grateful, but a mixture of pride, caution, and sheer situational awareness kept her from mentioning that she neither needed nor knew how to use a gun. Her expertise, in combat or otherwise, consisted of something else entirely. Nevertheless, the only person that reacted to the exchange was the one having the hardest time with the star of the moment.
"What are you doing? We can't trust her yet, Felix." Cormac ground out his protest in a loud whisper as if he was afraid his adversary would hear.
Liam spoke up in a commanding voice Samantha hadn't known he'd possessed, though his eyes were still narrowed furiously. "Leave it. We'll need all the help we can get."
"Look, I don't know why the rest of you are so comfortable around someone we've known for all of twenty four hours," he glanced at Felix, who shrugged, "but-"
"Oh come *on,* you four didn't forget about me already did you? Your attention span really surprises me sometimes, Cor. I expect so much better from you. See, this is why you should have never left."
"/Don't call me that./"
"Okay, okay, sorry! Didn't know nicknames were off the table. For the record, you're still more than welcome to call me Deed. Or Rik. Or Edri, if you want to, but I'm not sure why that would even cross your mind. Your thought patterns are so bizarre sometimes Cor, you know that?"
In response, Cormac shot his gun at Dedrik/Deed/Rik/Edri's face.
The bullet bounced harmlessly off a small forcefield in front of him, and the missing soldiers poured on cue into the small patch of grass with weapons held high. It looked like there was going to be a stalemate, or more likely they were simply going to have to surrender. /Our fault for falling for such a distraction while they regrouped./ The possibility of that was destroyed by Liam not three seconds later when he took a shot at the first target within range. The others followed suit without question, all turning their backs on each other to form something that resembled a circle so they'd have all angles covered. The position looked like it was second nature. Samantha was surprised to find herself fall into the formation as well.
Not that she was very useful. The restless, annoyed energy in the back of her mind had decided, for lack of a better word, to ambush her. From nowhere it... it *pushed* on something intangible, making all her limbs seize up. Her head and throat and chest pounded with something sticky and dark as it fought its way into... whatever it was trying to achieve.
Felix, the person closest to her, moved in front of her to block her from the firefight as she started to curl in on herself. "You okay?" he asked without looking back at her. Samantha tried to wave the bizarre attack away with a clipped word or two, but suddenly she knew what the energy wanted.
She wasn't in control of her own tongue. She wasn't in control of anything, actually. Not the way her posture suddenly straightened into something more casual than her usual ramrod straight but infinitely more upright than the way she'd been hunched over seconds before. Not the way she grinned, because it certainly wasn't kind enough at all to be a smile. Not the way Felix was pushed to the side as she began wielding her gun with practiced ease or the way she ignored his look that said he was too busy fighting to be baffled but would bug her about it later.
All she could really do was watch in horror as something else used her body in a way that didn't even pretend to be her. What had they done to her before she'd bolted, exactly? Even with everything she'd studied she had no idea what her symptoms pointed to, and that meant she'd been a guinea pig. Her body twisted suddenly to -take care of some jerk taking a pot-shot at Alex.- Had she the ability, Samantha would have blinked. That was rather... very unlike her.
-Get used to it, sweetheart.-
And thus it was confirmed that whatever they'd put in her, it was sentient.
-No dip! I hadn't noticed.-
Sentient and obnoxious.
-Oh, would you just shut up already?-
Gladly, if someone would stop reading her thoughts.
The... being obliged, and there was suddenly a very thick wall between her and the events of the outside world. Like she knew what was happening, but couldn't experience any of it. She knew, for instance, that no one had run out of ammunition yet despite them not being even close to conservative with it. She knew rather than saw when the opposition closed in and the fight became partially hand-to-hand. She knew rather than felt that her shoulder had been grazed with a bullet that really shouldn't have missed. The same went for when the police, and soldiers now too, were there in overwhelming numbers, making her wonder for a second time what the group of friends had done to warrant such attention. Liam almost throwing away his gun and attacking someone with his bare hands when Alex was knocked over and dragged to the side of the battlefield, Cormac running off to find Dedrik, and Felix by Liam's side with the appropriate provocation or verbal restraint when it looked like he was going to give out on one side or the other. Thankfully, it was still purely information when she was knocked out with the butt of an empty gun, and thus the pain was conveyed like text across a screen as her... possessor had to take the brunt of the damage.
---
Samantha woke up on the bench of a prison cell to the sensation of dry blood making her face itch. Sitting up was a slow process, done in careful increments to judge the exact extent of her dizziness and any injuries. It was certainly cold and damp enough to be underground, and the gray concrete walls with dirt crumbling out of the decaying edges did little to convince her otherwise. The contents of the cell... her metal, bolted down bench, a door betrayed only by the cracks in the wall around it, a vent in the ceiling that was probably not something designed to be taken apart, and Alex slumped in an upright position against the wall. She gasped a little at the latter despite herself, standing up and ignoring the way the room spun a little as she took the necessary, long steps to make it to her unconscious cellmate.
Kneeling, she shook Alex by the shoulders against her better judgement. The girl's now-tangled auburn hair covered her face fairly completely, so Samantha's first clue that she'd waken up was a noise. "Hm? Oh, you're okay!" She sounded sleepy, not hurt, to her relief and slight embarrassment. "I don't know how long ago it was when I came to in here, but I was so worried when I saw you and all that blood. But you are okay, right?"
Samantha nodded. "And you?"
"Oh, I suppose I just fell asleep again is all." A smile. "You can stop leaning over me like that you know."
Complying, the again-embarrassed prisoner shifted onto the floor next to her cellmate. "What happened? After I got knocked out?"
"I'm not sure either. I was drugged with something, so I wasn't awake for any more of it than you were."
"Ah."
"You know the guys are coming to get us out soon, right?"
"I don't see how, but they are more than welcome to try."
"We just have to wait for them to come, and then everything will be fine. I've never gotten stuck in a situation like this for long at all. I'm just sorry you got dragged along with me."
"I suppose that means you are kidnapped often?"
"Unfortunately people seem to think I have the word 'convenient hostage' written on my forehead. But hey, at least you're with the most experienced person possible now, Sam!" she laughed. The energy spiked sharply at the nickname, making her wince a little. Alex noticed and fretted, "oh, sorry. Not one for nicknames? Cor isn't either, but you probably noticed I call him that anyway. But then again, I *have* known him longer, so maybe I should wait a while before I earn the right?"
"I, uh, it isn't anything, really. I suppose working your way up-" Samantha was going to finish 'is rather silly.' Alex had other ideas.
"Alright then! When I finally know you well enough for you to be comfortable with it, I'll be initiated into the right to call you by the nickname 'Sam'!"
A pause. "Do you really think I'll be around that long?"
"What, is it Cor that's bothering you? Don't worry about that, you have no idea how long it took us for him to stop being that way with pretty much everyone we meet. He's just paranoid, and I guess he had a right to be. We all do, really. But since you were caught along with me this could knock a few doubts out of him?"
"Doubtful. He probably thinks it's a scheme to get me to earn your trust now, if I know anything about that type of person."
"Sam...antha. Don't sound so sad about it!" Had she sounded sad? "He's just so protective of us that he won't let anyone else close."
"I don't guess it's a bad thing."
"First I've heard anyone that doesn't know him that well say that. Why do you think?"
"It... seems like a balance, you know? If you were all like that I highly doubt you'd have any... connections? If you didn't have him you'd all be off task and shot in the back. No offense."
She laughed again, "none taken."
"You know cor is a Latin word?"
"Latin? Is this *another* language I've never heard of? Those keep popping up lately."
"Exactly. In Latin the word 'for' means 'heart.' It's... kind of sweet, if you think about it."
"I'm sorry if this sounds mean, but I never expected you to say something like that."
"Something like what?"
"An observation about someone that's positive. Using the word sweet. I guess you can't act all cold and scary all the time, right?"
Samantha paused, noticing her fingers had been playing with the hem of her sleeve all the while. That was a habit she'd dropped a long time ago, when she'd first started to really learn how to buckle down. "I guess not."
I like to think of myself as a decent fighter out of necessity. Growing up on the less prosperous side of everywhere from the Capital to tiny towns unknown any further than fifteen miles outside their borders, I may or may not have found myself cornered by vengeful teenagers with only a metal pipe for company. It was an experience I had frequently throughout my formative years, and the only reason that today I'm anything more than a nasty stain on the pavement somewhere is because of tricks to get away from the bad guys I learned in action movies and lots and lots of practice throwing punches. And kicks. And occasionally the strategic use of a pencil or four. In my defense, a pencil or other sharp object shoved into the leg just above the kneecap is a great way to prep for running away. Eventually I even got the help of a grizzled martial arts master by the name of Hakuro that took pity on me or saw great potential in this young one or something. I took to the idea of the whole thing pretty well, and because he was completely against it I found ways to practice my skills with a gun behind his back. Holding my own in anything from a knife to a gun fight is not a problem.
But I have a point to get to. See, I've been stuck inside a not-quite-person's head for about a day now and I'm already trying to get out. Naturally my second time outside I get stuck being chased down by a bunch of goons on strings so obvious and direct I could practically see the ropes leading up to the puppet master. Then this ominous guy in all black starts a tense, cryptic conversation I'm obviously not apart of and pulls out a gun. Even unarmed I feel like tearing down the Left Path and taking control right then and there. But I don't, mostly because I wouldn't be able to do anything even if I was the one steering the proverbial ship. As each side of the conflict reaches for their weapons (I'm tossed a gun, which the kid catches with unease she instinctively doesn't show) they banter back and forth. Pretty much every person there was a thin line in the sand away from snapping and shooting up anything that looked like it was on the opposite side. That description even applied the creepy trench coat guy, even though he was doing an impeccable job of shoving that fact behind a mask of easy, cruel confidence.
Assessing the situation around the group for them because they seem to have been drawn into their own small world with this guy, I noticed something worrying. All of the soldiers from before had completely cleared out after the explosion. My instincts were yelling "trap," while a quick character analysis said that Trench Coat Guy was a high ranking officer that had sent them all away so he could handle it on his own. If the latter were the case it was unmistakable they'd all make it out none the worse for wear, but.... Preparation for the worst is always kind of my own thing, but there was no real was I could prepare except getting geared up for a huge battle. Do you have any idea how hard it is to gear up for a fight, then *wait*?
As the infinitely wise Spaniard from the Princess Bride said, I hate waiting.
---
The mood seemed to be the kind that could shatter at the slights provocation, an observation strengthened by the fact that no one had dared to so much as breathe so far. Stepping out of his concealed spot, the newcomer seemed to take the shadows with him. More than just his clothes were black, though the trench coat didn't hurt the illusion that there were shadows pulsating around him, wrapping around in spirals through the air. His hat hid his face, though he couldn't have been out of his mid-twenties at a stretch. Outwardly Samantha regarded him cooly and waited for someone to react first. Inwardly the ball of energy was starting to get restless, bursting at the seams like every other human being in the area. It was inconvenient, really. She didn't normally lose her head like that.
The first aggressor was Liam, naturally. There were only a few moments of quiet before he exploded like a dog let off a leash, and stumbled forward a few steps as he yelled as if to solidify the metaphor. "Dedrik! Get out of here right now or I swear to-" Then Alex was beside him, catching his arms in a move of desperation as if sensing he'd go for a concealed gun before he even tried to. Which he did, just after shaking her off. But he didn't fire, which was probably all Alex had been aiming for anyway. But the sudden and quick flurry of activity was enough to break the spellbinding thickness of the atmosphere, a fact that almost seemed to disappoint... what had his name been? Right, Dedrik.
Liam looked like he was ready to shout an order or accusation or maybe just finish his curse, but was interrupted. Dedrik spoke in a low, calm voice that sounded like every statement contained a reason for him to gloat. "It's fantastic to see you all again. It really has been long." He smirked. "Cormac, you really should come around and visit an old friend sometimes. It just isn't the same without you around."
Cormac, on his part, looked like someone had just suggested that they kill his cat. "I won't dignify that utterly idiotic statement with a response."
"Tsk, you wound me. Here I was hoping for a warm reception, and that's all I get? A rabid dog, a gun in my face, and the suggestion that you're somehow better than I am? Why, if I didn't know better I'd have thought I'd gone and done something awful you, Cormac. Really, I'm the one being forgiving here. You know that!"
Growling, Cormac pulled out his own gun and trained it on Dedrik's face. "Cut the crap and tell us what you want."
"What do I want? Why, what everyone wants. World peace. A million dollars. A hot fudge sundae. One of those human-sized plastic hamster balls." Complete, cold silence. "Fine, if you really must rush things I'll get to the point. You really should know, though. I only want what everyone on *our* side wants. This silly one sided cat fight to stop before a lot of innocent, misguided people hurt themselves on all of those explosives that keep managing to find their way into our supply trains."
The expression on Cormac's face darkened, somehow, to something that would have made any normal person on the receiving end wither. "Don't get riled up, Cor! He's just messing with your head, so don't let him. Just calm down, please." Alex, having sufficiently placated Liam, had since taken a few halting steps towards the next of her volatile friends.
Felix, who had been mostly silent and brooding the entire time, spoke up long enough only to say one thing. "Samantha, catch." He'd pulled out two guns while the other's attention was trained on the threat, then tossed one to the only unarmed person in the area. She was grateful, but a mixture of pride, caution, and sheer situational awareness kept her from mentioning that she neither needed nor knew how to use a gun. Her expertise, in combat or otherwise, consisted of something else entirely. Nevertheless, the only person that reacted to the exchange was the one having the hardest time with the star of the moment.
"What are you doing? We can't trust her yet, Felix." Cormac ground out his protest in a loud whisper as if he was afraid his adversary would hear.
Liam spoke up in a commanding voice Samantha hadn't known he'd possessed, though his eyes were still narrowed furiously. "Leave it. We'll need all the help we can get."
"Look, I don't know why the rest of you are so comfortable around someone we've known for all of twenty four hours," he glanced at Felix, who shrugged, "but-"
"Oh come *on,* you four didn't forget about me already did you? Your attention span really surprises me sometimes, Cor. I expect so much better from you. See, this is why you should have never left."
"/Don't call me that./"
"Okay, okay, sorry! Didn't know nicknames were off the table. For the record, you're still more than welcome to call me Deed. Or Rik. Or Edri, if you want to, but I'm not sure why that would even cross your mind. Your thought patterns are so bizarre sometimes Cor, you know that?"
In response, Cormac shot his gun at Dedrik/Deed/Rik/Edri's face.
The bullet bounced harmlessly off a small forcefield in front of him, and the missing soldiers poured on cue into the small patch of grass with weapons held high. It looked like there was going to be a stalemate, or more likely they were simply going to have to surrender. /Our fault for falling for such a distraction while they regrouped./ The possibility of that was destroyed by Liam not three seconds later when he took a shot at the first target within range. The others followed suit without question, all turning their backs on each other to form something that resembled a circle so they'd have all angles covered. The position looked like it was second nature. Samantha was surprised to find herself fall into the formation as well.
Not that she was very useful. The restless, annoyed energy in the back of her mind had decided, for lack of a better word, to ambush her. From nowhere it... it *pushed* on something intangible, making all her limbs seize up. Her head and throat and chest pounded with something sticky and dark as it fought its way into... whatever it was trying to achieve.
Felix, the person closest to her, moved in front of her to block her from the firefight as she started to curl in on herself. "You okay?" he asked without looking back at her. Samantha tried to wave the bizarre attack away with a clipped word or two, but suddenly she knew what the energy wanted.
She wasn't in control of her own tongue. She wasn't in control of anything, actually. Not the way her posture suddenly straightened into something more casual than her usual ramrod straight but infinitely more upright than the way she'd been hunched over seconds before. Not the way she grinned, because it certainly wasn't kind enough at all to be a smile. Not the way Felix was pushed to the side as she began wielding her gun with practiced ease or the way she ignored his look that said he was too busy fighting to be baffled but would bug her about it later.
All she could really do was watch in horror as something else used her body in a way that didn't even pretend to be her. What had they done to her before she'd bolted, exactly? Even with everything she'd studied she had no idea what her symptoms pointed to, and that meant she'd been a guinea pig. Her body twisted suddenly to -take care of some jerk taking a pot-shot at Alex.- Had she the ability, Samantha would have blinked. That was rather... very unlike her.
-Get used to it, sweetheart.-
And thus it was confirmed that whatever they'd put in her, it was sentient.
-No dip! I hadn't noticed.-
Sentient and obnoxious.
-Oh, would you just shut up already?-
Gladly, if someone would stop reading her thoughts.
The... being obliged, and there was suddenly a very thick wall between her and the events of the outside world. Like she knew what was happening, but couldn't experience any of it. She knew, for instance, that no one had run out of ammunition yet despite them not being even close to conservative with it. She knew rather than saw when the opposition closed in and the fight became partially hand-to-hand. She knew rather than felt that her shoulder had been grazed with a bullet that really shouldn't have missed. The same went for when the police, and soldiers now too, were there in overwhelming numbers, making her wonder for a second time what the group of friends had done to warrant such attention. Liam almost throwing away his gun and attacking someone with his bare hands when Alex was knocked over and dragged to the side of the battlefield, Cormac running off to find Dedrik, and Felix by Liam's side with the appropriate provocation or verbal restraint when it looked like he was going to give out on one side or the other. Thankfully, it was still purely information when she was knocked out with the butt of an empty gun, and thus the pain was conveyed like text across a screen as her... possessor had to take the brunt of the damage.
---
Samantha woke up on the bench of a prison cell to the sensation of dry blood making her face itch. Sitting up was a slow process, done in careful increments to judge the exact extent of her dizziness and any injuries. It was certainly cold and damp enough to be underground, and the gray concrete walls with dirt crumbling out of the decaying edges did little to convince her otherwise. The contents of the cell... her metal, bolted down bench, a door betrayed only by the cracks in the wall around it, a vent in the ceiling that was probably not something designed to be taken apart, and Alex slumped in an upright position against the wall. She gasped a little at the latter despite herself, standing up and ignoring the way the room spun a little as she took the necessary, long steps to make it to her unconscious cellmate.
Kneeling, she shook Alex by the shoulders against her better judgement. The girl's now-tangled auburn hair covered her face fairly completely, so Samantha's first clue that she'd waken up was a noise. "Hm? Oh, you're okay!" She sounded sleepy, not hurt, to her relief and slight embarrassment. "I don't know how long ago it was when I came to in here, but I was so worried when I saw you and all that blood. But you are okay, right?"
Samantha nodded. "And you?"
"Oh, I suppose I just fell asleep again is all." A smile. "You can stop leaning over me like that you know."
Complying, the again-embarrassed prisoner shifted onto the floor next to her cellmate. "What happened? After I got knocked out?"
"I'm not sure either. I was drugged with something, so I wasn't awake for any more of it than you were."
"Ah."
"You know the guys are coming to get us out soon, right?"
"I don't see how, but they are more than welcome to try."
"We just have to wait for them to come, and then everything will be fine. I've never gotten stuck in a situation like this for long at all. I'm just sorry you got dragged along with me."
"I suppose that means you are kidnapped often?"
"Unfortunately people seem to think I have the word 'convenient hostage' written on my forehead. But hey, at least you're with the most experienced person possible now, Sam!" she laughed. The energy spiked sharply at the nickname, making her wince a little. Alex noticed and fretted, "oh, sorry. Not one for nicknames? Cor isn't either, but you probably noticed I call him that anyway. But then again, I *have* known him longer, so maybe I should wait a while before I earn the right?"
"I, uh, it isn't anything, really. I suppose working your way up-" Samantha was going to finish 'is rather silly.' Alex had other ideas.
"Alright then! When I finally know you well enough for you to be comfortable with it, I'll be initiated into the right to call you by the nickname 'Sam'!"
A pause. "Do you really think I'll be around that long?"
"What, is it Cor that's bothering you? Don't worry about that, you have no idea how long it took us for him to stop being that way with pretty much everyone we meet. He's just paranoid, and I guess he had a right to be. We all do, really. But since you were caught along with me this could knock a few doubts out of him?"
"Doubtful. He probably thinks it's a scheme to get me to earn your trust now, if I know anything about that type of person."
"Sam...antha. Don't sound so sad about it!" Had she sounded sad? "He's just so protective of us that he won't let anyone else close."
"I don't guess it's a bad thing."
"First I've heard anyone that doesn't know him that well say that. Why do you think?"
"It... seems like a balance, you know? If you were all like that I highly doubt you'd have any... connections? If you didn't have him you'd all be off task and shot in the back. No offense."
She laughed again, "none taken."
"You know cor is a Latin word?"
"Latin? Is this *another* language I've never heard of? Those keep popping up lately."
"Exactly. In Latin the word 'for' means 'heart.' It's... kind of sweet, if you think about it."
"I'm sorry if this sounds mean, but I never expected you to say something like that."
"Something like what?"
"An observation about someone that's positive. Using the word sweet. I guess you can't act all cold and scary all the time, right?"
Samantha paused, noticing her fingers had been playing with the hem of her sleeve all the while. That was a habit she'd dropped a long time ago, when she'd first started to really learn how to buckle down. "I guess not."